My First Love

I have discovered, life is not perfect. Sounds simple, right? For me I like life to be all that I imagined it to be. I have goals, ambition, and drive....I make things happen. I am not trying to be silly or think that I am "all that" but this is truth. However, meeting Nate, being married to Nate, and living in a cohesive relationship with Nate has rocked me (don't be dirty). Nate has really help me to be less selfish (though he might say different), to relax, and to not stress over "things". For those that know us you all know we have had good times and not so good of times. However, I have come to realize Nate is "perfect" for me. Yes, he drives me crazy and often we are opposites in our thoughts. However, I never needed a guy who told me "yes" to everything (most things yes). I never need a boy who rolled over or jumped when I said to. I needed someone, though I hate to admit this, that put me in my place from time to time. Most of all I needed someone who loved me for me. I needed someone, like Nate, who loved me for my selfishness, my temper, for my wanting things one way (my way), and for loving me for all the between. Don't get me wrong, I got a lot to offer as well =) lol. Nate makes me want to give more, love more, forgive often, be non-judgmental, and laugh more. He inspires me to not think as much and just be random (though my random is still planning a bit). I love Nate. I love him more when I see photos like this.... He is the best daddy. He loves our son so much. He would literally do anything for Parker and I. I appreciate how hard he works, and how much he does for Parker and I. The picture above makes me fall more in love with Nate. Nathan, I love you. Through all we have been through.....I love you today now more than ever. You are my best friend and soul mate. You are all mine....FOREVER (evil voice and laugh). Muah x0x0